you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, October 25, 2005

ahh!! i love you!! i realli do.. i actualli lyk u n love but wads love?? when u love every1.. its ntn compared 2 lyk.. but lyk has a few kinds too..ther is those wich is crush kind of lyk..(affection) n there is love -lyk wich means tht person is goin crazie fer you.. n thts how im feelin fer you!! yes!! you.. im goin crazie fer you!! y?? y do i hav this feelin ?? we hav totalli drifted n we dun talk le..
we used 2 msg alot n talk alot last tym.. but tht tym is over.. but we had ntn goin on.. but tht tym e feelin was vice versa.. n i cld feel sme thin.. now i feel ntn.. its all emptyness.. but we drift n we jus don contat.. n everythin seems 2 go wron!! i alwaes get remindered of u.. love was more complicated thn i thot!! oh man.. whenever i tink of u n our past i jus feel lyk cryin n screamin at myself.. i onli had regrets n mistakes... we hav many differences.. n i noe we didn work out.. but e feelin is ther.. y?? tell me pls?? u r alwaes busy la..i hate tht i wan 2 b lyk last tym .. wher we talk n meet 2 gether..sad la.. walao it hurts la.. i hate bein ignored by u.. i dun ever wan 2 imagine a tym when i will c u holdin sme1 elses hand bein close 2 her.. i dun wan i realli dun when i c u holdin sme1 's hand i hope im lookin in e mirror wit u by mysid.. pls!! i love you!! i lyk u!!! alot alot.. but im glad bout e memories but i dun wan e memories n thots in my head i wan reality i wan 2 feel e wae i felt n u havin e same feelin.. so lyk i said .. love its more complicated thn i thot dun u tink?? i will b waitin fer a tym wher e feelin i hav is vice versa.. i will b waitin fer a tym wher we will get close again.. i will wait!! i love you eventhou i noe we cant b 2gether... +mwa so totalli crazie fer you !!ahh!!

look at the time!19:35 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

ahh!! wat is up wit you?? ahh!! wad did i do 2 u again 4 awhile i thot u changed la.. but thn u turned bac 2 e evil guy i hate!!bloodlie hell knn farker!! you.. sark!! u splashed water onnto me i ren!! u keep pickin on me.. u alwaes sae joke joke im gonna take a knife n stab into yr heart k.. n thts not all.. i will turn e knife till i hear yr last cry in pain!! aha!! thn ther will b peace la..
im not mean i ren u liao k.. i realli almost cry!! fark la moron.. i will ignore u!! i won cry b cos of n ass hole wich is such a pain!! i will ren de!! i will prove 2 u im not weak!!

look at the time!18:44 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Saturday, October 22, 2005

on seventeen october .. i go watch skeleton key we phyllis my sis.. ya its a nice show la.. u all shld go watch.. but sme ppl sae sian lae but i tink its quite nice la.. aha!! me n phyllis we lyk screamin thn we laughed aha!! thn we were scoldin e girl in e movie la.. sayin tht she is so idiot so nosey n all la..cos tht girl was snoopin arnd look fer things mar.. aiyoh dunno y e show name is skeleton key la.. also ntn much 2 do wit e key loh..but e story is quite unexpected la..i guess tht was wad tht made it kewl n all la .. aha!! thn we went shoppin la we took quite afew fotos la aha!! n we took neo print 2 .. aha!! i tink i looked funny in them la..nex tym thn show u all bar..so it was a realli nice n enjoyable dae la..aha!!

look at the time!23:16 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Saturday, October 15, 2005

aha!! eunice!! eunice!! my new girlfrien!! aha yae!!
i love u alot alot la aha urm but i dun lyk u la i lyk HIM!! aha u rawk my life!!

eunice low!!aha urm u r a great band major!! u r so cute la.. if can i wan jio u la if i m a guy!! realli realli!! aha eunice eunice +mwa

look at the time!06:59 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Saturday, October 08, 2005

ahh!! exams r arnd here i dun lyk it la infact i hate it la n when exams cme band has 2 take a break ahh!! im lyk so missin it la n i miss e hole big bunch 4 ppl frm band la urm rachick my boyfrien ,michelle my master, michelle tan my boyfrien, dawn , melissa , aiyah everyone la especialli rachick n mich n mel i totalli miss e kl trip la ahh!! i love all e tym tht i spent wit u la u guys make my life worth while 1 dae when u all leave i will miss u everytym i open my mouth 2 sing..tinkin of it makes me feel lyk cryin.. i dun mind dying now cos i noe i hav made wonderful friens lyk u guys n u guys will cme 2 my funeral rite?? k la but thts very selfish la my parents will b devistated la aniwae i love u guys i cant wait 2 go bac 2 band even if it means 2 listen 2 tty nag aha!!

look at the time!23:20 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Sunday, October 02, 2005

arh!! recently i cant stop tinkin bout him la y?? la y it has been so long la ahh!! this fellin sucks la y?? i thot i was over u la everytym i tell myself haha its over i hav forgotten him but i still feel smethin inside when i tink of yer ahh!!urrhh!! cannot stand it animore get out of my mind ..i dun even wan2 imagne u wit sme1 else la.. urhh.. i hate it tht u r alwaes busy la..aaarrhhhhh!!!

help me pls!!

-confussion fills my uncertain mind-

look at the time!23:41 its orange!