you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i didn want to blog tonight actually, but my baybeh wasnt really himself.
he was moodless and unhappy with ~~him~~ STUFF! ahaha!
so to make him feel better i have decided to blog about him, he's pretty thick skin, so he loves this sort of stuff. dont u ryan? ahaha! today, was not bad i guess. i hope we arent running out of stuff to say, i nv wanna get bored with u. sometimes im afraid im making u bored darling. hope u liked today.the kisses, tht kiss!

thanks for the perfume sweetie, i did love it. and it doesn smell weird. ((:
i do love it, i do love you, i love spending time with you.i love kissing and huggin you, i love you cause u love me, and i love you cause i know u care for me and i appreciate everything and i love the way u make me feel special baybeh, i love you ryan! ((:

just wait for alil while more, just til saturday! and u'll be really happy! ((:
so cheer up ryan! u know i love you! (: things will be better, especially with me arnd.

look at the time!22:42 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Sunday, January 21, 2007

day out with my baybeh!

new and improved!
btw.. baybeh, is pronounced as baby, baybe+a silent h. so its baby. get it. its just spelt cooler la.

look at the time!23:10 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Thursday, January 18, 2007

been tired this few days, been falling asleep while using the phone.
today was ok, nothing much. met my baybeh!
it was nice seeing him, how can it not be nice, its spending time with ryan. it has to be great right?
ya it is, it was. ((: you make me happy. thnks for all yr kisses!

god i wanna thank you for ryan, and all my friends and my family.
please help me to be able to work well with raphael, help me not to envy others, help me to be more patient, and that raphael and i will work well tgt, and it'll be fun. thnks for everything lord.
i love you ryan! you're really something! i'll kiss you another time. love you sweetie!

and aliff is so cute, say hi haziq's cousin everyone! isnt he just the cutest, i want a son just like him nex time.isnt he just so huggable, he smells good too!i want a lil boy like aliff, i really do, he's soo adorable la!

bimbo! i miss you! happy now? ahaha! guess what ppl he said he missed me too.

val and her lollipop says:
miss me right?
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
hahahaha
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
i miss u!!!
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
ahhhhhhhhh!
ding dong ding dong goes ur com! Wind it up! says:
miss u like crazy
val and her lollipo says:
i'll blog about what u said la
val and her lollipop says:
u said u miss me!

ahaha! see i told u i was gonna tell them tht u missed me, and i think i kinda missed you too. now tht u've left! ahaha! ok im gonna see yr dog soon, pls invite me over! ok? love god bless. bye bimbo, bye all!

look at the time!22:07 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Friday, January 12, 2007

pictures!

enjoyed them? cool!

look at the time!21:35 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Thursday, January 11, 2007

im told to be the best! say hi to the best! ((:

january 9 10 and 11, were like great! wasn it?
i hope i was of help? and i hoped my company was appreciated!
you! you're welcome. i liked it too.
thnks for everything, u really make me feel special and i feel different arnd u.
im more courageous! ahaha! ya, but im still crazy arnd u la.
im crazy over you! ahaha! woops!
ilove you!
u totally gave me a shock this morning and all. u were so moodless and all. scary la.but now im happy tht u're feeling better. cause u're happy again, so it makes me feel happier as well. ((:

i did my homework, cut my nails, scanned my passport! yay! done almost everything. cant wait for u to call, thn we can talk! yay! love it, love it. love you.

look at the time!22:40 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Monday, January 08, 2007

things suck! i hate it alot ok! i always tell myself this line, and each time, i find myself agreeing to it. good things nv last. im nothing to him, im just there, he'll probably just live on, and carry on with his life, not like im gonna affect any part of his life anyway. i just wanna close my eyes, and wish for this horrible feeling to just go away. it freaking hurts so much, it does! good things nv last. things wont ever be like last time, i know..its always like tht, u gain someone and then u someone u dont want to lose.ppl drift, even the best of friends. these things happen! but im not gonna like go against his decision, all i can do is just live with it. or try to. i just wanna close my eyes and think about last time, cause i know it'll nv come back again! i loved it, i love you. yr friendship has always been dear to me. i miss those times. i love you.

its scary when a happy person gets sad! everyone have their problems, so reader good luck with yrs!

look at the time!23:15 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Saturday, January 06, 2007

went over to amerie's. it was fun, funny and interesting. missed her, so i went over. so thn we went to the salt room, with our snacks and drinks. i bought the wrong food from the vending machine. i wanted eleven, so i pressed no 1 twice. and no 1 which was roundy, came dropping down. i didn know there was an eleven button. ya! we were having a good time laughing and all. amerie threw a bunch of really heavy and big keys, which hit my head! its v painful ok! ahaha! but we all had a good laugh. love ya amerie, thnks for everything, and thanks for accompanying me. ((; ohya and yr dream v funny.
:are you two tgt?
:yes!
ahahaha!

i feel so weird today, i dont know why, im getting jealous of her? i mean she's ok and all. but.. i mean she's getting really close to two of my really close and their soo.. important to me. i guess jealousy comes in naturally. this sucks ok. getting all insecure and all, it'll wear off but.. its soo spoiling my mood la..and im missing my baybeh so much! tsk, sigh come back! you take care over there alright?

ahh! the only thing im looking forward to tmr, is at night, when ryan comes back! yay! cant wait for tht.
i've been missing you, mayb thts why my moods lousy and i've got thi terrible headache as well. love ya hottie! ((; miss youu soo much! i want you back, i want kisses and hugs. i want my baybeh!!

ryan's hot!

hey baybeh, u do look nice. ((: you always do.

look at the time!21:20 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Friday, January 05, 2007

adventures of mingming and valer!

mingming, valer and gangyi NCO!
love you mingming! more pics tmr everyone!
and i miss my baybeh!

look at the time!22:02 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, January 02, 2007

tmr school stars i'll be looking like tht with my tie, mayb just alil less retarded.

christmas! what a nice moment.

this is on my desktop. ((: love you guys! you ppl rock! ryan's hot!

new years eve, at ash's hse.

took this pic frm marvyn's super thin phone. i feel like eating it la. but i wont.

yay! i cant wait for school, baybeh im glad u liked sunday! i cant wait for tmr, and u know why! ahaha!
merry christmas!, happy new year, blah blah blah. school's here alrd!

look at the time!20:19 its orange!