you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

my baybeh: it feels damn weird cause i always wear it on the left hand.

his baybeh: orh so u're wearing it on the right hand which is the wrong hand but yet wearing it on the right hand will be on the left, cause u actually wear it on the left hand? thts why the right hand is the left one even though its the right one..which u're not wearing it on? ooh!! i get it.

my baybeh: hahahahahahaha.

dont u get it?? i know i do.

look at the time!00:39 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, November 28, 2006

im waiting for his call now.
i was supposed to call him last night, but as usual i slept. im always falling asleep. oks.. but he was feeling down i think, he said he felt like crying. when i read tht msg this morning, i was shocked!! but i guess he's sleeping still, but i left him a few msges. but he was happy at eleven, thn suddenly at 2. he felt like crying. sigh!! why?!!
dont cry baybeh!! im here. im not a v good comforter but.. i can try. aha!! i sound like a blankey, comforter?? get it. ok tht was like so anti climax. alrights love you!! cheer up.

scissors sisters -i dont feel like dancing
is so nice and catchy.. aha!! till i get bored with it. byebye.

look at the time!08:12 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Monday, November 27, 2006

im feeling lousy all of a sudden, i dont know why.i think cause.. im not v sure with my feelings,
and my insecureness is getting the better of me. sigh!! to add on.. i wont be seeing my laughing buddy today. daddy said i couldnt go to bugis. sigh!! nvm lo. i cant do anything about it anw. but i wont say im happy bout staying at home, sorry i cant go. :( sigh!!

anws.. i thankd god for you!!

look at the time!12:49 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Sunday, November 26, 2006

!!drol niaga uoy knht.emit fo doirep trohs a hcus ta emosewa os enoemos ot esolc os nettog vn ylsuoires i !!pihsnoitaler lufrednow siht niur ot tnaw tnod i !!ko .sneppah gnihtyna fi driew eb ll'ti !!sey !!krow emosewa s'dog fo eno s'eh !!yllaer !!gnizama yllaer s'eh ?od ot gniog i ma tahw .seod neb kniht i tub .erac yllaer tnod i tub ,driew si siht !!hsogymho

look at the time!07:42 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

im msging alot lately.
yr fault la!!
aha!! anws..
u should ask ryan to say "dustbins" its funny.
i've been laughing at him the whole day,
aha!! and no one seems to get it.

ok i hope u get well amerie!! love you mentor!!
always will.

lets hope daddy allows me to go out tmr!!

look at the time!06:41 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

i went out with ryan again! but im not complaining, i love going out with ryan cause he makes me laugh.actually i make him laugh. but i laugh when he laugh cause i laugh at his laughter when he laugh at me.

look at the time!05:51 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

RYAN DAY
daddy was supposed to come over to check up on me,
and then he'll decide if i was going to stay,
and he called and i could.

i didn really hang out with the girls much,
but mostly ryan!!
actually i was with ryan the whole night.
ryan and i walked around,
cause i wanted water for my ulcer.
since i didn have cash, ryan bought me water.
for like 1.10

so we walked back. sat down talked thn walked around again.
got another bottle of water.
and did u know tht the vending machine is hot??

yes!!
thn we went back again.
ryan played abit of guitar.
and i kept going to the toilet..
cause i was wet.
when im wet i tend to need to pee..
yes!!
we were wet because we were playing in the pool.
before getting chased by the guard.
he did like seven eight times.

so we went back there by the other way.
*tap tap*
- we squats.
aiya!! its ryan and val.
aha!! it was so funny!!
was it my idea??

anw.. we walked back to the vending machine..
and we saw a water cooler.
aha!! so we refilled the bottle.
thn ryan was like..
eh cold not?
splash!!
eh eh eh.
damn funny he was wearing his monfort shirt too.

thn we sat at the poolside,
looking up into the sky, and saw a fishbone,
cfc clouds.
thn ryan slept for awhile even though he said he wouldnt.
aha!! the way he sleep with his mouth open, hand crossed, a leg up.
thn his leg would twitch, super funny.
thn we played soccer. i scored a goal!!
ok its was about four.

thn we went for our last swim.
thn we were off.
we took the 8 55 shuttle bus.
went to macs!!

hi val. happy la i bought breakfast for you? and it was a fair trade okay!
yaya!! thnks RYAN!! such a pal!! wee!! ok la i get u a lollipop nex time. aha!! and its a fair trade indeed. but i still dunno why we got punished. hey bet u like the SALTy pan cakes. aha!!

so we took 88.
i had school!! ya and the rest was like going home.
but the bus broke down!!
thn we changed bus.
yes!! and ryan was sleeping. ok was trying to la.
i kept laughing, seriously!!
aha!!
u seriously make me laugh so much.

and ryan has a smelly wallet tht is actually smelly but aftr i smelt it its not v smelly,but ppl say its smelly and its with me cause we exchanged.
yes!! ok i'll be meeting him for breakfast tmr.
weee~ im gonna be fat if i keep eating fast food.
ok thnks RYAN!! the chalet was quite enjoyable.
THNKS TO YR COMPANY. HOPE YOU ENJOYED MINE. ((:
u're such a gentleman and u're patient. yes!!
LOVE LOVE!!

look at the time!06:18 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Saturday, November 18, 2006

hey ppl. i vomited!!
i wasn feeling v well last night,
thn i had a bad tummy ache.
but it was all ok, since i talked to him,
it was just for a while.
but.. ya it was still good.
thn i tried to sleep, but i couldn,
thn at around 1 43??
i went to vomit.
it stinked!! ya it was of a weird colour too.
it was orangy/ light brown.
there was this black vege looking thing too.
couldn really see cause.. didn have time to put on specs.
ya the orange was like egg yolk orange??
weird. but it stinked for sure.
and my mouth smelled like vomit.
when i was telling rico, he was like shutup.
he must be quite grossed out. aha!!
and amerie taught me bio.
she said tht the light brown stuff was..
some acid from in me. ya

lord help me to have more courage. hope whoever's in camp, will be having fun and will be ok.
thnks for everything jesus. thnks for putting him on earth, thnks for letting me get to know him.
even though he doesn have a clue.

ok im really just hugging my pillow.
talking to no one online.
cant wait for the bbq tonight.
weee~

look at the time!14:11 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Friday, November 17, 2006

thnks for everything lord...ohmy!! im not supposed to say..
but i think i like him.
which is useless i know.
u're amazing!!.. he's like way better thn me.
he's like so amazing.
seriously. no wonder i liked him before.
i totally live in regret.
pls make my life worth while..... and yes yes!!
if i ever had the chance.
i would. but like i said its impossible.
even though his ego is such.
i want to be a follower of you.....i dont care cause he's other points totally cover it.
ahh!! basket i think i still do have feelings for him.
everytime i think about him.
makes me happy.
to serve you..we dont msg alot.
once in awhile.
to know you to love you..but it always makes me super duper happy.
he makes me v happy without him even knowing.
lord i ask u to bring me closer to him,
help me to have the courage, give me opportunities lord.

look at the time!05:33 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, November 15, 2006

this is really getting old.
all the crying for you.
im so sick of it.
sick of this.
seriously!! i just want to forget you.
i just want have weekends everyday.
see ppl from church!!

i dont think i hate you but..
i pretty much curse you everytime i start to cry.
its been what 8-9 months??
its still really hard for me.
fj was right. when its starts its all good.
forever this forever that.
but still i did cry alot.
and guess what!!
i still am!! im crying!!
i feel stupid crying about the past?
its like a waste of my time!! dont waste my time la!!

hey there reader reading this.
enjoy what u have now, dont expect too much.
church ppl good!! very very good!!
happiness with them for sure.
relationship usually dont work.
but if yrs working, congrats!!
i wonder when u'll break up.
aha!! ok im sick of life. i seriously dunwant
to think about this stuff.
and you!! the next time you view my profile.
i'll be sure to ignore!!
cause the more i see yr profile witch.
the more i cry.

so just avoid me!!
see if i care!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. weeeeee~

im an emotional wreck and im sure to go crazy one day.
i cry often, make no sense, am paranoid and im afraid.
weee~ yay me. crazy weirdo with no sense.
the best thing is eat a lollipop. it'll ake things all better.
the watermelon one. sigh.

look at the time!22:04 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

random pic!! ok. this was me when i was a pilot.
wee!! ok and im in sam's hse now. added songs to y blog.
love the colours!! i chose them. yes!!
im staying over at sam's hse tonight!!
im kinda hungry now.

ok today was boring..
bumbed into caleb and tiffany.
aha!! weird pair??
yeah i was pretty shocked..
they went to meet audrey.
cool hah. there's salt mass tmr!!
okok we'll get to see each other. wee!!
so mlong havent seen everyone.

cant wait for the batam trip!! wee!!
its coming really soon.
thts mostly the only thing im v excited about.
boring holidays.

god please make my holidays fun, help me not
to be afraid, help me to be able to do something useful
during the holidays.
help me to be more understanding and humble.
help me to get along with ppl and help me
to fit in esp with ycs ppl.
help me to be more courageous.
to be able to make the right choices, guiide me
help me with the difficult days, to be able
to get by it. thnks jesus
for daddy, for everything u have given me
for everything i dont deserve.
praise the lord!!

look at the time!06:12 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Monday, November 13, 2006

SHUTUP FUNG YUEANLUNG!!
I DIDN KNOW U HAD SO MUCH RUBBISH TO SAY LA.
ENOUGH!!

look at the time!22:38 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

ohmygosh!! ben and jerrys!! its marvelous!!
my chubby hubby!! its amazing!!
chubby hubby:fudge covered peanut butter filled pretzels
in vanilla malt ice cream fudge and peanut butter.
doesnt it sound awesome?
it is awesome!!

wee!! u should go try it.
it gorgeous!! woah!!

thnks navin!!

look at the time!22:22 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Sunday, November 12, 2006

u can see the hottie no 20!!
i think he's really good looking.
yi long thinks 24's better looking.. cause 24's him. aha!!
nope!! the goalkeeper's good looking!!
17 looks like jo. aha!! he's not bad too.
waita minute. did i just compliment jo indirectly?
shucks!!
aha!! 10 and 11's pretty cute too.
thnk you soh yi long!!
thnks for sending me this pic.
nv really looked at all of them till today.
uww!! im going crazy!! aha!!

look at the time!08:39 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

ohmygosh!! yi long no 20 is handsome!!
erm.. show u guys the hottie goal keeper nex time.
cant uploaded the image.
so cant lat u guys have a midnight snack. wee!!

and i miss being in the band committee!!
i miss alot of things too.

i pray to jesus tht i'll be able to be more courageous,
to more strong and to be more confident.
jesus help me to find out what im really here for..
guide me and lead me always.. in the choices i make everyday.
thnks for everything u have done for me,
and what u given to me.
sorry for not listening in church.
pls help me to be able to do more in life.
thnk you jesus.
help me to also got along more with ycs ppl.
thnk you jesus!!

look at the time!06:31 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Saturday, November 11, 2006

liying-"eh eh!"
mingjing-"eh eh eh EHH!"
valer-"EH EH! EHHH!"
together-"chey, repairman."HAHAHAAHA.

do u get it? aha!! bettacha dont tell u about our
marlu incident another time la.

ohmygosh!! today's open's hse not tht fun la.
abit waste of time.
ya but grease is v nice.
limbo is getting so boring.
shucks!! she's getting good.
and tty's right.. something something treat.
i am afraid.
i dont wanna lose to her.
i guess thts why i've got to buck up and practice more.
i have too!! i must!!

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you'd been Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart

The kiss was true
Has it end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about..

It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be..fooled by you
I don't know.

look at the time!20:19 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, November 08, 2006

i would like to thnk my friend frm the zoo.
jojo the sexy lion's backside,
he helped with my blog. but if u think the tagboard is nice..
u have taste.. cause i choose the colours. love my tagborad.
thnks jojo for everything.
so nice and for my name too.

hi im val the horny rhino, kuku yoshi haramasan.
wee!! i'll attack the zoo keeper.
omgosh!! jo's so old and he;s still playing with us.

look at the time!06:31 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

thought of him. aftr listening to jess's song.
almost cried dunno cause of him or the song.

ok we shall skip tht part. jack and i did quite a bit of work today.
but i dont think i connect well him. well whatever.

was really excited to see sherwin actually today.
i was like super excited la.. i was like hoping iggy called sherwin along.
aha!! i have no idea why i was excited la. aha!!
erm.. i went to hui suo late. thn saw yongwen..
clovie they all. didn see sherwin..
thn daphne told me tht iggy and benedict was there.
thn i thoought sherwin didn come.
but he did!!
aha!! he's hair is so funny. its so long!!
aha!! its been really long.
ya its gd to see all fo them aftr so long.
yongwen's the one tt always make me feel comforatble among them.
ya sherwin stop asking about yw and i.
i dont like him ok. ((:
not in tht way.
dont be jealous. aha!! i love you!!
alright god bless.

and jesus pls bless rico's granny.

sweet check: one lollipop.

look at the time!06:14 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Monday, November 06, 2006

hey all.
the sweet valerie..
wrote a love poem for amerie..
ok a poem of love for her.
it make sense now. my poems are usually rubbish.
this one's not tht fantatsic.. i tried and i rhymed.
ok enjoy. ((:

You're such a pal, and im Gabrielle.
so im here to tell
tht you're my sweet pal.
and since you're like my best friend
im gonna always lend u a hand.
im gonna try never to lie
cause when I die I'll go to hell
and thts not swell.

even though you're unwell.
amerie u're my best pal
and im happy to know u cause you're the best.
and its ok tht u're les.
'cause it don't matter and I just don't care
since u've always been there.
I love u and u were the one who always shared.
and im glad tht u always cared.
so u're swell.
and thts what I came here to tell.
I love you my favourite pal.

look at the time!20:29 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Sunday, November 05, 2006

confirmation.
rosesroses. i got roses. their so nice.
thnks cheryl cherlyn and hyahya.
its over?
caleb:he looked gd. with his new hair cut and spects.
his tie was nice too. he couldn recognise me.
he was like who are you.. ooh oh valerie.
retarded!! and he loves me.
he had the urge to tell everyone tht he loved them
leroy:he seemed v happy. colin couldn stop taking pics.
i took a pic with leroy. he got longer pants i think. aha!!
he's so tall!!
brandon: his shirt's really nice. its of a different material.
it seemed kinda hot. nvm a hot shirt for a ~~short~~ hot guy.
aha!! woops!! im so mean.
ash: he looked nice. u should have cut yr hair but. u looked gd anw.
seriously. you look like a man.
eh i didn get to talk to u today. all i got was a hug.
but tht cant be bad. aha!! u look like a man in tht outfit. ((:

gwen: she looked really nice. i liked her skirt. its white.
wht do u expect? its confirmation.
amerie!!: she wore a dress, wasnt tht interesting. a treat for everyone. ahh!!
she wore a skirt. thts a first. aha!! i took pics with her too. love her.
she's such a pal. she missed me u know. she got a sunflower frm them.
cheryl cherlyn ben: thnks for the pretty roses. ((:
thnks alot. im so touched man. wee!! ((:
cherlyn: eh cherlyn where u at!! eh im at home. aha!! ok la dont disturb.
i should shutup. aha!! alright. love
sam/cousin/lion: sam sam u dont have to be so shy.
u should have taken pics with us.
im really sorry tht u always get left out sam.
anw u looked really nice in tht. it looked like a trenchcoat.
ok love u cousin. happy confirmation.

basically everyone wore white and looked different.
like me right?
uncle brendan, caleb, uncle joe, cherlyn.. they all couldn recognise me.
aiya!! caleb the best la. aha!!
i went: caleb!!
he went: *trying hard to see.. who are you?
i went: valerie!!
he went: ooh valerie..*thinking.. she looks so different.
i didn wear specs, wore make up, heels white dress and all.
everyone have different opinons.
some said i look nice, some say i looked better with specs,
some said i looked really pretty,niz said i looked like a doll,is tht gd?
amerie said i looked better with glasses
and without make up? aha!! so tht means she loves me just the way i am. aha!!
caleb was really sweet too. see what he said.

message reads: yes yes little cinderella!
tou're special for who you are!
and i like you for tht!
so no need change yr image!
you're always fabulous no matter what:)

so sweet hah.

anw i have a rosary ring, a crucifix and necklace, cup, chocolate, angbao,
chocolates, pretty roses, two boxes/chest. aha!! and
all the wonderful memories with the clique.
nvm rico dont be sad. yrs will be next year.
everyone will be like there watching u. aha!! ok alright love you ppl.
good luck to ben niz caleb ryan.. blah blah blah. whoever's taking theire o levels.
good luck. i prayed fer you guys. love you!!
and the lord. praise the lord. yr messenger gabrielle is here.
wuhoo!! congrats ppl. ((:

look at the time!23:37 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Friday, November 03, 2006

so sick of stuff.
so sick of everything la.
sigh. so tiring.

look at the time!23:44 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

eating is like so enjoyable.
love eating la.
im eating alot lately.
im becoming a FATTY BOM BOM.
ohno!! confirmation coming.
haveto wear a shawl or a jacket or something like tht.
the damm cardigan looks so weird on me.
aiya!! im like so tired of caring alrd la.
seriously.. im so stressed up with band and ycs stuff.
have to get the invitations for our band concert.
and im alrd late.
ycs: gotta discuss with the cat high excos..
but i dont think their scared..
or mayb they are but i dont know.
but i know im v anxious to get it over and done.
its so tiring. ppl pressurizing me makes me stress.
i hope i get stressed and like too stressed too eat man.
tht'll be totally perfect man.
aha!! dream on!!
ok im so scared im gonna screw up at everything.
i always do..
its so upsetting to be me.
i bet everyone thinks i cant do stuff right.
no wonder im such a quitter..
such a failure, u know i didn even get to be in the
band committee for half a year.
wtf!! biggest loser right here. thnk you.
wht i only logis for wht four months.
ha!! whatever!! screw tht.

eh who got franz ferdinand's song?
ahh!! its so cute. damm nice la. aha!!
alright ppl. IM OUT!!
you got served is such a good show.

look at the time!01:49 its orange!