you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Friday, September 29, 2006

today was really lousy.. i started missing him and all. i kinda disturbed mingming while she was writing something. and she got a lil unhappy. but i felt worst cause.. i felt tht i couldn do anything right. i started feeling helpless altogether. i never liked me. i never liked the way i am. but yongwen. he brightened up night. he's quite amazing ya. love him love him. its been really long since we've talked. and its really great tht this happened. hope we can be just as close as last time. god bless. love love love.

ok good luck to everyone having exams. esp my bro.. hope he doesn slack. and yongwen.. thnks for listening to me and i know u'll achieve alot. love bye.

look at the time!05:23 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, September 20, 2006

indeed it was a pinky day ya. aha!! refer to mingming's blog. mingming!! pink pink pink.

today is such a great day!! ahh!! chess was gd.. ahh!!

today rico and i played cs, woo!! it was soo fun!! right rico. you can ask him. aha!! what a gret day ya. sigh.
now we should thnks the lord. cause he's the one he gave me everything.

look at the time!06:22 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Monday, September 18, 2006

like i said church ppl are so cute. and fun to be with.

ytd was such a blast.. here are pic for you to refer..

there was like wind. look at our hair. where's sacha?? what she doing way down there?

having fun at the "alley". haha!!

more wind? with stupid faces.

white chicks? nahh!!

and not forgetting a big pic of cookie monster. our very own. this pic is for keeps.

all the memories. enjoyed ytd. 17 sept 06. a blast of my life. i love talking to you rico. u crack me up. ouch!!

look at the time!06:16 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Thursday, September 14, 2006

I LOVE MINGMING~
I KNOW IT
YOU KNOW IT
MAY THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW IT. tsk. sounds familiar?
special cases thn can use leh. aha!!
thnks for splashing water on me ya. exposing my not ~~black~~ bra. aha!! +mwa loves!!

look at the time!06:21 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;

i dreamt ytd. it was really nice.
ppl involved: amerie niz me leroy ash, ash's sis? ya something like tht. gail too. what she doing tht? i might have forget some. i dunno. im not supposed to know. its a dream, its supposed to faint and blurry. isn it so? ok here goes.

my dream went something like this.. first scene: leroy's house.
all i can rmb, i was sitting with amerie and i was wearing white shorts. it was like a sleepover. i think we were in his rm? it was big. there were mattresses on the floor, there didn seem to have a bed. ya so me and amerie was besid each other leaning against the wall. thn i can rmb lying on her.i was pretty comfortable. thn i dunno why i ended up in the toilet. ya its like so nice la. its transparent. so if u dont shut the curtains you'll be seen. the shower curtains were really colourful. so i went to pee, but the curtains were shut, i was sitting down there admiring the curtains and the transparent walls.

second scene: some field, was like a fairytale forest or something.
cant rmb this. but it was really a happy scene. someone got tied up or somthing. it was kinda creepy.. ok lets move on.

third scene:beach!!
suddenly aftr the grassy area.. i walked and i was the beach.. cool ae? thn i saw amerie, who jumped into the water which splashed on niz. she got up with her face all wet and she carried the boat at her back.no idea how she did tht. thn she had a funny face. duh!! salt water hurts when it enters yr eye. ya thn ash was with his sis?? on the floor playing. even though i didn see them.. but i know they were there.it was really nice. i rmbered.. amerie was wearing orange too. aha!! it was a nice dream. i woke up happy.

ppl you guys make me happy.

you church pals.. love you guys like ~~fuck.~~ so much.
ashley AMERIE BRANDON berwin beat caleb dion enriquo[rico] leroy lynn niz sacha. wuhoo!! love you guys!! ALL THE BLOCK CATCHING AND BLINDMICE. THE SO CALLED "RIDES" AT THE PLAYGRND AREA. SO FUN LA. LOVE YOU PPL!! ESPECIALLY AMERIE!!

look at the time!04:24 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, September 12, 2006

sorry darence. sorry for everything i've ever done to hurt you. im sorry.

i wished i nv blogged. im really sorry. ihate it. i hate me. sorry its my fault again isn it. sorry.

look at the time!06:00 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Monday, September 04, 2006

fourth sept.

its like so sad. i couldn even hold the tears when they were announcing. i cant believe it. i was only in there for a few months. mayb this is better for the band. but its really saddening. now i know how rowen felt. it really hurts. like now, in band i'll just sit down and watch others or logistics saying, ppl do yr duties, when i was the one shouting it last time. and now eunice won't have to msg me. tell all sls tmr got band band fall in at basketball court. cause i'll be receiving it from someone. when someone falls ill. i dont have to go get medication alrd. its seems all gd right? bu i dont want. i love being the logis. even though i didn reallly do a gd job, but.. ilove it. when last year gracia asked me.. which committee. i choose logistics cause its the funnest. thn i was really really excited to plan the band camp. actually we mostly alrd did la. but i'll never forget these few months, as a logistic. its amazing. but i guess good things never last. good luck for the new committee. especially logistics. make it work. its really kinda sad. i couldn help but cry. its amazing how stuff can change, with just a blink of an eye.

i miss rachel!! love you rachel. ((;

look at the time!19:46 its orange!