you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, July 26, 2006

today i saw him. it was amazing. i dunno y. u wouldn know y either. i started crying. and i dunno y either. i was really excited and happy but when i got there i cried. ok i dunno y they came dropping down my cheeks. e more important thing was.. we hugged. it was nice. aftr so long. but i know he isnt mine anymore. but i cant get enough of him. we are two different ppl, n i still love him. im gonna meet u tmr too. u still smell gd n u're looking fab. missed ya, ((; sigh. feel like talking to you man.

look at the time!06:57 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, July 18, 2006

[recount of yesterday's tragic accident.] 17 july 2006.
.aftr skewl. about to go home.

cried over spilled bubble tea.
[green apple green tea with green coconut jelly with a red straw.]
didn even get to drink a sip. and it was so hot.
and watching it hit the floor and splashing it's sweetness all over, seeing it go to waste. just breaks my heart.

look at the time!07:43 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Sunday, July 16, 2006

this weekend was ok. ycs camp was not bad. but i went only fer 1 night n a day. ya i was really scared to go at first. but tht sweetyae aaron accompanied me. LOVEYA UNCLE AARON. ya and of course edmund. yeah!! so we went there kinda late. but we weren v late. ya we had sme games. it was not bad. it was really cute la. aha!! we played whacko. but i ended up wit a shouting matching of evryone's names. aha!! ya ya thn sharing n reflections started, as usual e emotional freak valerie would cry. aha!1 n i did!! aha!! but e o so sweet aaron. comforted me. im lik so lucky to have you!! ok nex time we exchange phones ya. aha!! he has unique character and style. he is also in a band. aha!! yeah ok. the night was ok. but e thing tht make me feel gd wad DAPHNE. another person who was really sweet and nice. she prayed over me aftr we talked. it was really nice of her. n she made feel really great aftr i cried n her prayer. daphne says gd prayers. aha!! ya e night ended wit sleep aftr bath. its was not bad la. i was kinda scared la. ok nbmm i dunwan to talk bot it. e topic is kinda dry. okok. i preferred today. its sunday. i went to church late aftr receiving a call frm sam. sam: val u reach there yer? val: where ? isn it at 2? sam: no it starts 9 val. val: u check properly sam: no 9. val: F*** ok i coming now. we were ggoing to church as pre school assistance. it was reallly nice even thou it was only 10 mins today. i cant wait fer nex week. glendon n paul are my favourite. aha!! paul is really cute and a potential hottie. imagine a cuta handsome k2. ahh!! to die for. gledon he is nerdy reallly cute loud boy, his specs are round. n his face is too. he is really cute n talks really loud. i was to go back again. i cant wait. it was great. sigh. so they made it right. n amerie too. we took alot of pics going fer a salt thing. ya we took alot of dumb pics. aha!! will upload it soon. ok tatas!!

look at the time!06:59 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, July 12, 2006

today was ok. with lots of talks wit mj. anw there was e meeting today. bout band camp. i tried giving ideas. i guess they weren gd enough. im really trying. its not really this im worried about. its gonna be good. fer sure. but im worried bout ycs instead. im e new chairman. and there is this exco camp. wit other skewls. im really scared of being bored. i have alwaes asked god to make me more independent. but does independence mean being alone?? i just totally loathe being alone la. i cant be alone. cause i cant possibly talk to myself n still have friends. n i cant dun talk u see. so.. if i dun talk i get bored. n there is nothing worst thn being alone except being bored. i get kinda quiet when im bored. i really really wanna enjoy myself during e camp. but i think i need e company. or i cant be crazy. i mean i cant possibly be crazy n hyper wit myself. thts kinda hard. GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO BE INDEPENDENT IN A WAY THT IS THE EASIEST. HELP ME TO FIT IN. GOD BE WITH ME. GIVE ME COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO CARRY ON. JESUS I KNOW WIT E STRENGTH U CAN GIVE ME, I CAN DO MUCH MORE. PLEASE MAKE THE ROUTE I HAVE TO TAKE EASIER. MAKE THE CAMP A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE. MAY I SHINE IN THIS CAMP. GOD PLEASE SHOWER ME WITH NEW FRIENDS WHO ARE AT THIS CAMP WHO ARE ALSO A FOLLOWER OF YOU. PLEASE HELP ME CHANGE MY BAD POINTS. PLEASE HELP ME GRAB ALL MY COURAGE TO MAKE FRIENDS THERE CLOSER. THNKS LORD FOR THE THINGS I ALRD HAVE. GOD PLEASE MAKE THIS CAMP GO THROUGH SMOOTHLY WIT NEW FRIENDS AND WONDERFUL EXPERIENCES WIT LAUGHTER N IM REALLY HOPING LORD THT U WOULD BE WIT ME CONSTANTLY. GOOD NIGHT LORD. THNKS FER EVERYTHING.

look at the time!07:06 its orange!

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Tuesday, July 11, 2006

its been long sinced i've blogged. alot of things happened to me. i became taller, heavier, bigger, got attached, broke up, got more clothes, became logistics fer band,and now im chairman fer ycs. life is not bad la. but smetimes i cant help but feel left out. i feel tht i dun fit anywhere. the clique thn i mixing arnd this year is e ppl frm 2faith. i feel really extra. im e only 1 who was frm joy. n smetimes they talk bout stuff i dont know or they go fer their 2 faith outing n all. lik today.. its lik aftr skewl.. we went to eat. n i was e only 1 frm joy last year.. and i felt so weird. and i cant help to feel tht im irriating them. one by one. and soon enough they wouldn wanna be wit me. im a v paranoid operson. i know. but i cant help but think im extra n dun fit anywhere. n i hate being lonely. anw today is micheah's birthday. she is great!! i love her. you would too. these ppl are another clique of friends. they're frm band. and we're called e BANDITS!! this is another grp of ppl. i use to mix arnd wit them alot. but now as they are graduating.. they have to leave band. band have been really different since they left. btw they are all older thn me. see im odd again. but there is a difference as they really make u feel lik a part of them. i love all of them. MICHEAH MICHTAN MEL BRINSTON DAWN SIXUAN RACH, even tty who naggs. and of course qing dian our photographer and our friend who always attends our surprise parties. so back to the point. so itc micheah's birthday. lik always we did a surprise party with chicken, candles, sparkles, markers to deco our board. it was great. y dont tell u e story sme other time or refer to me or one of e bandit's blogs. thnks!! sorry for e inconvience caused. ps: im just lazy and im v v long winded. aha!! taas!!
[THE PICTURE ABOVE IS BANDITS!! W/O TTY. i love you guys. ((;]

look at the time!07:16 its orange!