you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Wednesday, July 12, 2006

today was ok. with lots of talks wit mj. anw there was e meeting today. bout band camp. i tried giving ideas. i guess they weren gd enough. im really trying. its not really this im worried about. its gonna be good. fer sure. but im worried bout ycs instead. im e new chairman. and there is this exco camp. wit other skewls. im really scared of being bored. i have alwaes asked god to make me more independent. but does independence mean being alone?? i just totally loathe being alone la. i cant be alone. cause i cant possibly talk to myself n still have friends. n i cant dun talk u see. so.. if i dun talk i get bored. n there is nothing worst thn being alone except being bored. i get kinda quiet when im bored. i really really wanna enjoy myself during e camp. but i think i need e company. or i cant be crazy. i mean i cant possibly be crazy n hyper wit myself. thts kinda hard. GOD PLEASE HELP ME TO BE INDEPENDENT IN A WAY THT IS THE EASIEST. HELP ME TO FIT IN. GOD BE WITH ME. GIVE ME COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO CARRY ON. JESUS I KNOW WIT E STRENGTH U CAN GIVE ME, I CAN DO MUCH MORE. PLEASE MAKE THE ROUTE I HAVE TO TAKE EASIER. MAKE THE CAMP A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE. MAY I SHINE IN THIS CAMP. GOD PLEASE SHOWER ME WITH NEW FRIENDS WHO ARE AT THIS CAMP WHO ARE ALSO A FOLLOWER OF YOU. PLEASE HELP ME CHANGE MY BAD POINTS. PLEASE HELP ME GRAB ALL MY COURAGE TO MAKE FRIENDS THERE CLOSER. THNKS LORD FOR THE THINGS I ALRD HAVE. GOD PLEASE MAKE THIS CAMP GO THROUGH SMOOTHLY WIT NEW FRIENDS AND WONDERFUL EXPERIENCES WIT LAUGHTER N IM REALLY HOPING LORD THT U WOULD BE WIT ME CONSTANTLY. GOOD NIGHT LORD. THNKS FER EVERYTHING.

look at the time!07:06 its orange!