you wouldn't believe it. im awesome!;

IM VAL AND PPL SAY IM MAD. ~~WHAT DO U THINK?~~
ARHH! SHUTUP AND JUST EAT THE LOLLIPOP!

there's no link, but baybeh you're awesome! ((;
Friday, October 06, 2006

today was history and english paper2. it was ok la. but i felt tht i could have done better. i want to talk to him like last time, but i feel tht now is better. but i myself know that i'll be happier when he's around me.

i still believe what i believe!! no one will feel the same. you ppl think im all happy and fun. but not always.. just hoping was life was just like tht. fun games and happiness. ya right!! whatever screw love.

ok lets talk about god. god is amazing dont you think? he's love is the one tht's unconditional and evrlasting.
you say u love tht someone forever and all. nothing's forever, no love can last forever.. yr love can be wonderful so amazing and all but it can never be as much as god's love for us. he died on the cross for us. for me!! sometimes when there's prayers and rallys or reflection time about god.. i always feel tht having material things and having a boyfriend.. having a gd time and all aint tht important. like tht time during salt.. they asked what is put first in life. i put god family friends... so on la. but i think to myself. i put god and church as the most important.. but why do i spent tht 1 hour in mass talking laughing. rico says we're young and all.. but is tht an excuse? i rather use thn 1 hour talking to my friends eventhough i know i'll be able to spebt the whole aftrnoon with them. i tell myself sometimes.. ok i must concentrate.. dont talk to amerie dont talk to rico.. dont talk to anyone. concentrate on what i go to church for.. god!! i try ok mayb i dont try hard enough or i give up easily. but everytime i find myself talking the whole way through mass.. disturbing other ppl. thn i end up saying sorry to god. i always hurt the ppl around me with all my rubbish and noise. its not my fault im so noisy. ok going back to my topic..god will love you no matter what.. not matter how you dress no matter what you look like and all. friends are v nice.. caring understanding and all.. but if u have BO or dandruff or u are fat or have an irritating laughter or a boastful character. friends or ppl might shun you. god wont. im guilty of tht too. we're not perfect so we should always forgive others. cause we would want someone to forgive us wjen we do something wrong. please forgive me lord for everything i've done wrong in life. and everything i've done and sinned. thnks lord for everything. and st anthony. you never cease to amaze me. you are so wonderful.

btw im getting confirmed soon.. on the 5 of nov. my confirmation name will be gabrielle. wuhoo!! sing gabrielle valerie. ((;

look at the time!03:27 its orange!